Haunting self help book found in Lindsay Clancy’s home

Testimony in the murder trial of a Mᴀssachusetts woman who strangled her three children, then tried to kill herself, continues today after her ex-husband’s 911 call brought the courtroom to tears.

Lindsay Clancy, 35, is accused of murdering her three children, Cora, five, Dawson, three, and eight-month-old Callan, at her home in Duxbury in January 2023.

Although Clancy does not deny killing her children, she has pleaded not guilty and claimed she is not responsible for her actions because she was suffering postpartum psychosis.

On Wednesday, her defense lawyer maintained that Clancy was struggling with her mental health for months before the tragic killings by entering into evidence a book that she had тιтled ‘Good Moms Have Scary Thoughts.’

Patrick Clancy also returned to the stand to recount the harrowing night he discovered his ex-wife sprawled out on the lawn, paralyzed, and his children strangled with exercise bands in the basement.

Clancy sobbed uncontrollably, and several jurors began to cry as they heard the audio from Patrick’s 911 call.

Members of the jury were also shown the clothes that the kids wore shortly before they were strangled to death by their mother, including a pink robe and dinosaur pajamas, and the three exercise bands used in the tragic killing that were tied around their necks at the time they were found.

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Haunting self help book found in Lindsay Clancy’s home

Lindsay Clancy’s defense attorney pointed to her post-partum mental health struggles by introducing into evidence a book she owned тιтled ‘Good Moms Have Scary Thoughts.’

The book, written by Karen Kleiman, is a ‘healing guide to the secret fears of new mothers,’ and retails for $13 on Amazon.

It contains guidance, exercises and ‘stigma-busting’ cartoons to ‘help new moms validate their feelings, share their fears, and start feeling better.’

14:19

Defense objects to next witness

Lindsay Clancy’s lawyer objected to the prosecution’s next witness citing the ‘repeтιтious nature’ of witnesses.

The judge called a sidebar then ordered a recess.

14:07

Officer describes harrowing moment he found Dawson Clancy

Police officer Brian Josephine testified that he tended to Lindsay Clancy on the night of the tragic killings before he heard loud screams coming from inside the home.

He said he and Officer Hall entered the home and went to the basement to find Patrick Clancy in the dark screaming ‘she killed the f****** kids.’

The pair observed a motionless Dawson on the floor, head tilted to the right hand side. He explained that Dawson had a ‘white, grey’ complexion with ‘blueish’ lips and ‘blood vessels popped in his eyes.’

He said based on his training and experience, ‘I knew it wasn’t going to be good.’

Josephine said he attempted chest compressions before the child’s mouth began to foam. When ambulances arrived, he rushed Dawson back up the stairs to a stretcher where emergency personnel began to work on him.

He added that Patrick was in shock and screaming, so officers requested an ambulance for him as well.

13:44

Officer describes moment Patrick Clancy discovered his strangled children

Officer Hall testified that he responded to the Clancy house on the night of the murders.

He said he arrived at the house and saw Lindsay Clancy on the ground. Her head was towards the house, and she had cuts to her wrists and neck, but they were not actively bleeding.

‘She would wake up and move around and then kind of just go still again,’ Hall said.

The officer said Patrick Clancy went into the house and that dispatch told him the father ‘couldn’t wake them up.’

Hall said he heard a loud scream from inside the house, then he entered the building and went downstairs.

Patrick was in the basement and said the children weren’t waking up, according to Hall.

Hall said he went in and saw a child with feet toward the door, on his back, and the child was shirtless, wearing a diaper or some form of underwear. The officer said he later learned the child was Dawson.

The officer became emotional as he was shown pH๏τos from the crime scene and described finding the children.

13:30

Lindsay Clancy murder trial resumes

Lindsay Clancy’s murder trial has resumed.

The prosecution called Duxbury Police Officer Stephen Hall to the stand.

13:23

Patrick Clancy described Lindsay’s mental health struggles

Over two days of testimony, Patrick Clancy described Lindsay’s mental health leading up to their children’s murders.

He said that after the births of their first two children, Cora and Dawson, Lindsay experienced anxiety about going back to work and ‘had a really hard time being separated’ from their kids.

After the birth of their youngest son Callan, Lindsay started showing signs of anxiety in September 2022, about a month before she was supposed to return to work.

In September 2022, Patrick testified that Lindsay informed him she wanted to start taking Zoloft.

However, Patrick said, ‘She kept getting worse and worse,’ and had trouble sleeping.

In December 2022, Patrick said she started taking a new medication, and she began to spiral.

‘That was really where her big spiral started. She started to lose a lot of weight, and she became very depressed. She was having a really hard time,’ Patrick said.

He added that around that same time Lindsay told him she was starting to experience intrusive thoughts about harming herself and their children.

‘She described thoughts of hurting the kids or them having some sort of ailment,’ Patrick said.

Lindsay was hospitalized on December 31, 2022, for experiencing thoughts of suicide.

She killed the children 19 days after she was discharged.

If you or someone you know needs help, please call or text the confidential 24/7 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline in the US on 988. There is also an online chat available at 988lifeline.org.

13:05

Patrick Clancy’s harrowing 911 call

Patrick Clancy’s roughly seven-minute 911 call was played for the court on Wednesday.

He told the dispatcher that his wife tried to commit suicide and is heard speaking with her as she lay on the lawn after she jumped from the home’s second-story window.

Patrick spoke in a panicked voice, speaking over the dispatcher as he told Lindsay to stay awake.

‘Look at me,’ he said as she sobbed in the background. ‘Say my name.’

When the first responders arrived, Patrick told them, ‘Right here.’

‘I need you to stay here while I go check on my kids,’ Patrick told the responder.

Moments later, he howled and cried after finding his strangled children in the basement.

The confused dispatcher repeatedly asks what happened.

‘She killed the kids!’ he yelled.

12:58

Jury shown clothes Clancy children wore on the night they were murdered

On Wednesday, prosecutors showed the court the clothes the children were wearing when they were killed at the family’s Duxbury home in January 2023.

The court also saw the three exercise bands used in the tragic killings, and as they were shown, Clancy тιԍнтly gripped her lawyer, Kevin Reddington’s, hand.

12:56

Patrick Clancy explained why he had a bag of Lindsay’s prescriptions in his car

On Monday, the prosecution questioned Patrick Clancy about various prescription bottles of Lindsay’s he kept in his car.

The prosecution pointed out that many of the bottles had many pills left in them and implied Lindsay had not taken her medications as prescribed.

On Wednesday, Lindsay’s lawyer, Kevin Reddington, asked Patrick to explain why he had the pill bottles.

‘The reason I had them in a bag is because sometimes a provider would adjust medications,’ Patrick said.

‘So for example, I do remember Lindsay had a prescription of Ativan, and then a few days later they wanted to increase the dosage because it wasn’t effective. So they would say, “Give that old prescription to your husband and then he’ll discard it.”

‘Without that context, it paints a different picture.’

Reddington then presented a drawer from the bedroom that had several empty pill bottles.

12:54

Patrick Clancy described Lindsay as a ‘very dedicated’ mother

Lindsay Clancy’s attorney, Kevin Reddington, asked her ex-husband to describe the kind of mother she was.

Patrick Clancy said she was ‘very dedicated’ and ‘did everything’ for their children.

Lindsay read the kids books, made up songs for them and took hundreds of pictures, Patrick said.

‘She used to make green eggs and ham for Cora because she liked that book,’ Patrick told the court.

Patrick also said that Lindsay loved Dawson very much and did not resent him.

The court was also shown pictures of stickers in the children’s rooms.

12:39

Lindsay Clancy’s harrowing journal entries laid bare

Lindsay Clancy’s defense has argued she was overmedicated and was suffering from severe postpartum psychosis at the time, and as a result she should be found not guilty of murder by reason of insanity.

To bolster their point, the defense on Wednesday entered into evidence a log that the mother-of-three kept about her mental health while she was taking prescription medication.

Many of the logs noted had ‘horrible thoughts,’ with one saying she had ‘no motivation,’ alongside the medication she took and the dosage.

Lindsay Clancy’s harrowing journal entries laid bare in courtLindsay Clancy, 35, is facing three counts of murder and three counts of ᴀssault and battery with a dangerous weapon in what has been dubbed ‘America’s saddest murder trial.’12:38

Anguished nurse’s wails in agony as murder trial hears 911 audio after she killed her 3 young kids

Lindsay Clancy hyperventilated and covered her face as she broke down in tears during the second day of ‘America’s saddest murder trial’ on Wednesday.

The call itself was silenced from live feeds on the orders of a judge, but everyone in the courtroom heard it.

Patrick, Clancy’s now ex-husband, called 911 and reported that his wife tried to commit suicide.

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Florence Welch’s five-year renovation of a Grade II-listed £2m haunted Gothic mansion is halted by batsCouple who ‘beat, belittled and starved’ a vulnerable man to death after he was sent to live with them by social services found guilty of murderHero father who stepped in to protect pᴀssengers during Huntingdon train mᴀss stabbing is left paralysed and unable to workThe UK beer gardens every pub lover should visit – from clifftop pints to Britain’s most remote boozerQUENTIN LETTS: Eyelashes Andy touched his chest to signal sincerity, adopted the intimate tone of a daytime TV presenter and peered through those Leslie Crowther spectacles like a living euphemismMy brush with death and how a stern talking-to from my sister Carole made me change my ways: Why Kate’s ‘Naughty Uncle Gary’ finally gave up partying after being ‘awestruck’ by the Princess’s brave cancer battle70s teen idol Shaun Cᴀssidy reveals the real reason he gave up touring for 40 YEARSNetflix bosses ‘desperate to sign Emily Atack for Inbetweeners reboot’ as all four male leads agree to return – five years after she was axed from reunion over ‘past fling’ with James Buckley‘I’m going on a crazy mission’: How a baby-faced teenager was paid £21,000 to travel from Norway to Huddersfield on a mission to kill on behalf of Iranian terroristsBen Affleck lands rare $1million prize during guest appearance on Who Wants To Be A MillionaireMoment Dexter-inspired serial killer fights teenager in street – just hours before brutally murdering his love rivalFinal text from phone of British woman found ᴅᴇᴀᴅ in a suitcase in Athens revealed by police – who believe her killer sent string of messagesHannah Waddingham looks incredible in a brown lycra one-shoulder dress at Ted Lᴀsso season four screening as new trailer teases unfinished romanceHeartwarming moment Tom Holland swoons over Zendaya as she steps onto the red carpet at Spider-Man premiere after calling her his ‘wife’Adam Ramsay-Peaty says he ‘wants to get lost in being a husband and father’ with pregnant wife Holly and calls their baby girl ‘an incredible blessing’ after he missed out on Commonwealth goldVoters head to the polls to choose Andy Burnham’s replacement as Greater Manchester mayor after he triggered ballot costing taxpayers £5m so he could oust Keir Starmer as PMUp to his old clicks? Local ‘Clicky Ponting’ cricket player at centre of ‘cheat’ row ‘used same ploy at previous club’Four migrants die trying to cross the Channel by small boat just hours after estimated 700 reach BritainAnt Anstead sings ‘kind’ girlfriend Renee Zellweger’s praises in rare unguarded interview after celebrating their five-year anniversaryʙικιɴι-clad Kerry Katona and her boyfriend Paolo Margaglione live it up at a beach club in Marbella after confirming she’s moving to SpainPhone of British woman, 38, who was found in a suitcase in an abandoned building in Athens ‘was being used after she died to make it seem as if she was alive’Terrified girl, 9, was drowned in filthy marsh by coffee CEO dad after she pleaded with mom to keep her from going on trip with him, murder trial toldPromising young therapist, 26, threw future away by grooming underage boy she met at juvenile hall… then Sєxually abusing him for three months after he was freed, cops sayFauci visibly rattled as Rand Paul drops stunning Bill Gates security clearance bombshell during ferocious COVID hearingFauci pleads the FIFTH more than 100 times in fiery COVID grilling as he erupts over Republicans’ ‘obsession’ with himMore European tourism destinations are hit by wildfires as villages are evacuated on top Greek holiday island and France battles flare ups in 40C heatHelena Wright’s ‘desperate plea for help’ claim before she threw herself and her two babies to their death from an ocean clifftop at Port Macdonnell, South Australia – as grim new details emerge about murder-suicideLindsay Clancy’s harrowing journal entries laid bare as her tormented wails ring out in courtroom during bombshell second day of children’s murder trialFuming senator hurls F-bomb at silent Fauci: ‘Total disgrace’Wildfires could hit ‘all of Europe’ within days, EU’s emergency response chief warns as inferno kills two firefighters in Greece and flare-ups continue in FranceMarjorie Taylor Greene secretly marries Brian Glenn in Las Vegas: See the ex-Trump darling’s surprise wedding pH๏τosPrince Harry and co may have to foot legal bill of millions over doomed phone hacking claims against the MailMarried NYC lawyer, 45, is SUSPENDED from his job after he was caught smooching with underling, 29, in Central ParkDavid Miliband said no when asked to be Education Secretary… and Lucy Powell’s angry at Deputy PM snubThe VERY strict dress code for a weekend with the Royal Family: PR guru Tanya Rose reveals the rules she followed at Sandringham after invite from Prince Edward‘Sick’ influencer and his friends who mocked Ann Widdecombe’s killing for laughs at art display with eerie resemblance to murdered politician Amy Winehouse’s father is ordered to pay nearly £1million to late star’s friends after failed High Court claim over auctioning of her possessionsFather reveals terrifying moment his 10-year-old boy blacked out in ferocious surf before teen hero’s dramatic ocean rescue: ‘He knew he was drowning’Troubled Hollywood actor who gave thumbs up on day of Keir Starmer’s early prison release scheme died of natural causes and drug useWoke Wisconsin brewery gets brutal punishment for offering twisted Trump promotionTragedy as young Aussie, 12, dies after battle with mental health – as her devastated loved ones break their silenceTrump’s four-word response after China defied him with secret smuggling of weapons to IranThe King has CUT SHORT the family holiday – where will the royals go now? REBECCA ENGLISH answers YOUR questions, only in the Palace Confidential newsletterTragic family secret that haunts married elite NYC lawyer, 45, caught on camera pᴀssionately kissing underling, 29, in Central ParkBritain’s most overcrowded commuter trains are revealed as thousands are left standing at peak timesMet Police will NOT take action over pH๏τo Zack Polanski shared of T-shirt ‘showing Nigel Farage’s execution’Female driver, 21, who killed two in crash after filming herself speeding on Snapchat has sentence increasedMigrants storm EU border: Thousands charge up beaches and climb over fences to force their way into Spanish enclave as it declares ‘total emergency’Oscar-winning Irish musician Glen Hansard, 56, who starred in 1991 film The Commitments dies in motorcycle crashLabor heavyweight and one of Anthony Albanese’s closest friends tragically dies after health battleFamily of suicidal British woman who flew to US to be murdered by man she met in fetish chatroom pay tribute to ‘gentlest soul’Cops visited Helena Wright’s house hours before she plunged to her death from clifftop with her two infant children – as police confirm she spoke to them the day before and share harrowing update on search for her babyWhat drove Sonia, a sweet-natured music tutor from Portsmouth, to fly to the US and pay a man to torture and murder her – and her killer’s sickening words of justification to his wifeFrench DJ Kavinsky dies aged 50: Electro legend famed for hit song Nightcall in Ryan Gosling movie Drive is found ᴅᴇᴀᴅ in Paris homeMoment ‘self-driving’ Waymo stops at a green light then ‘runs a red’… but is it in the wrong?Texas family who refused to let doctors declare daughter, 2, brain ᴅᴇᴀᴅ after drowning incident now insist toddler is ‘doing better’ after move to new hospitalMarried lawyer, 45, caught smooching underling, 29, in Central Park could lose tens of millions of dollars as lucrative offer to join rival firm is retracted, sources sayHeart-stopping moment mother uses GAS PUMP to defend her child from stranger intent on abducting him from gas station in ᴅᴇᴀᴅ of nightDisgraced doctor struck off for touching patient’s breasts gets new role chairing Sєxual misconduct hearings in senior role at GP firmHusband finds five ᴅᴇᴀᴅ babies in cardboard boxes ‘after argument with wife over what was in them’ in France